Selamat ulang tahun, Pa
i love you and i miss you so much. i wish i can hold your hand and give you a hug, an awkward one, just like the usual. all i can remember is your loneliness and i feel sad.
if death means a tragic shifting from this dimension to another, i hope you will find happiness in your new place. i hope you will find consolation and healing you always need.
all i can do right now is to write this down so i don't feel so sad. we are doing alright, Pa.
i miss you and i love you
always
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not a day goes by without thinking about you
