a glimpse of good winter

this is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization

it's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away

your love will be

safe with me

Bon Iver

26 Feb 2016, Sg.

learning now

she is learning now to love her hair her own eyes her bruises

happy new year.

fever dream

honest words

we can't afford to say

there, soon

still be on my feet

both sides now

bows and flows of angel hair

and ice cream castles in the air

and feather canyons everywhere

I've looked at clouds that way

but now they only block the sun

they rain and snow on everyone

so many things I would have done

but clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now

from up and down, and still somehow

it's cloud illusions I recall

I really don't know clouds at all

moons and Junes and ferris wheels

the dizzy dancing way you feel

as every fairy tale comes real

I've looked at love that way

but now it's just another show

you leave 'em laughing when you go

and if you care, don't let them know

don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now

from give and take, and still somehow

it's love's illusions I recall

I really don't know love at all

tears and fears and feeling proud

to say "I love you" right out loud

dreams and schemes and circus crowds

I've looked at life that way

oh but now old friends are acting strange

they shake their heads, they say I've changed

well something's lost but something's gained

in living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now

from win and lose and still somehow

it's life's illusions I recall

I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now

from up and down and still somehow

it's life's illusions I recall

I really don't know life at all

a glimpse of northern lights

Last night, was it real?

Seeing Sigur Sos live concert is one of my bucket list. Yesterday was my birthday, the day Sigur Ros came to Jakarta. I went alone. After around five hours of waiting outside the venue, finally it started. All is magic, from the very beginning to the very end. I didn't want to expect anything. I just want to be really really there and really really gone. And there it goes..

It was someplace unknown.

Neverland?

I don't know.

I was there.

Happy.

I wish I could see them again. Maybe in Iceland. Maybe I could share the moment with the one i love. Maybe. Must be.

Someday I'll be there again. Neverland.

Takk, Sigur Ros.

song list from here

strings attached to setting suns

og það varst þú sem andann aftur, kveiktir inní mér

neverland

another love song

i am in love with their music

a love song

re: stacks

words by Justin Vernon